Unsent Letter

I've heard it's healthy to write letters to those you have issues with and never send them but write them as if they were reading them right now, so here's mine at it.

Dear ?????

I'm writing because there's something i've always wanted to tell you but i guess i'm too chicken to do it. We've had a great past year hanging out together as friends and i realize i have more than just friend feelings for you. May be you've got that feelings too, but i can never be sure, because the same as mine, "your word" never comes out of your mouth.

Suddenly i feel that you're now keeping your distance farther and farther from me. May be i have done some mistakes to you, or may be you have a new one to hang out with, or may be you have a big problem you don't want to discuss to anyone particularly me. So, that's fine, you have your own life and so do i. May be our close friendship is reaching its ending limit, and it's time for us to become just an ordinary friend. I will find someone who will like me for who i am and want to spend the rest of my life with that person. I know this person isn't you, and never, but it took me this long to realize it. I wish you the best in life.